Lovingly remembering my baby Boobie (June 18, 1991-July 21, 2005), born 23 years ago today

Happy birthday, my dearest baby.

You were my life. You still are, even after all these years that you've been gone.

You turned darkness into light. You made me smile when there was nothing to smile about. My dearest baby. You were the best of me, and life has never been the same since you left, since I let you go.

I love you, my Boobisie, my Bhooobie, my baby, and I will love you always. You ushered in the best years of my life. Thank you for the years you gave me.

I love you, my baby. I love you always.

Lovingly remembering my Come Baby Almond (Dec. 16, 1994-June 2, 2007), today, the anniversary of her death

My dearest Almond, my dearest Come Baby, my Mondy, my Alimondmond, my lovely baby.

I will love you always, and I will always treasure the years that we had together.

Those times you would follow me around the house.

Those times you greeted me when I came home.

Those times you demanded that I take you on my lap while I watched TV.

Just your being there, my Come Baby. Those were good years, those years with you.

I love you always. Always.

FUCK

My babies are gone. Why should I fucking care?!?!

Lovingly remembering Prudence (April 2, 1999-January 13, 2006) on this day, the anniversary of her birth

Oh those were good days, my dearest Pru-pru.

Those days you were with us, running around, loving us, being loved, just being there, so beautiful, so gentle.

Happy birthday, dearest baby.

You are loved and remembered always.

To cry again

I cried again today.
Every time I see death in a movie, I think of Vixen.
My dearest baby.
How could I have lived so long without you?