Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Remembering with utmost love my baby Boobie (June 18,1991-July 21, 2005) today, the anniversary of his death

My dearest baby,

When I had to let you go, it was one of the saddest days of my life. But I was so lucky to have you for fourteen years. You made us laugh. You made us feel loved. You were YOU.

I love you, my baby, my Boobiesie, my Babysie, my Bhoooobie. The way you rolled on my belly when I carried you. The way you blocked the way when we were to leave. The way you started the howling session. The way you clawed at me, demanding attention while I was at the computer. Simply the way you looked at us. Being you.

I love you, my baby, and I miss you. I will miss you always. May we be together again someday, if only in ashes.

Thursday, June 18, 2015

Remembering with love my baby Boobie (June 18, 1991-July 21, 2005) today, on the anniversary of his birth

Happy birthday, my dearest baby, my Boobie, my Bhooobie, my babysie, my Boobs, my Boobiesie.

Thank you so much for coming into my life and giving me joy every day that we were together.

My life changed when I lost you.

I love you so much, my dearest Boobiesie, and I will love till the day I die and we can be together again, if only in ashes.

I miss you so much, my baby, my dearest baby.

Tuesday, June 02, 2015

In loving memory of my dearest Almond (December 16, 1994-June 2, 2007), today the anniversary of her death

My dearest Almond,

How I miss you. You made bad days feel good. You were and are so beautiful.

How I miss the days with you, Boobie, and Vixen. Life was complete then.

How I miss holding you while I watched TV, or the way you would follow me around, or do sunbathing outside. Or go up the landing to escape Boobie or Vixen.

I miss how you demanded that I take you on my lap so you could sleep on me. I miss hearing your howl.

"Love ko yan. Love na love ko yan."

Humans and babies should have the same life expectancies. Maybe then the hurt wouldn't be so bad.

I love you, my Almond, my Mondy, my Alimondmond,  my dearest, dearest, dearest Come Baby.

Thursday, April 02, 2015

Loving remembering Prudence (April 2, 1999-January 13, 2006) today, the anniversary of her birth

I miss you, Pru-pru.

You were so special. You are.

I will love you always.

Happy birthday, baby.

Sunday, February 08, 2015

Lovingly remembering Five (February 8, 1998-September 30, 2012) on the anniversary of his birth

Happy birthday, Five, the strongest of them all.

It was such a joy when you were born, so big and bright.

You were our Cerelac baby.

I miss you, darling Five, and I will love you always.