Remembering with love my dearest Vixen (Sept. 1, 1998-Dec.20, 2011) today, the anniversary of her birth

My dearest Vixen, Hun-hun, Sen-sen,

Happy birthday.

I don't know where you are now, as I don't believe in an afterlife. One thing I do know: you are in my heart. Not a day goes by when I do not think about you, my lovely Sen-sen.

I miss you so much. One day my ashes will be scattered where you are buried.

I love you, my dearest baby. You were with me your entire life. I miss you. If fate is kind, we shall be together again one day.

Remembering Wolfie (2003?-Aug. 22, 2015), who died a year and a day ago

Dear Wolfie,

I'm sorry I forgot your anniversary. Maybe that's why I felt bad last night. 

And I'm sorry I couldn't have given you a better life. For the most part it was up to Mommy.

However, those last years were good, weren't they? The petting, the times you could run around, the food that wasn't slop.

Be in peace, dear Wolfie. My apologies again, and my love.

Remembering with love my dearest Garpy (Dec. 29, 1982-Aug. 10, 199), today, the anniversary of his death

My dearest Garpy,

When you left, it was one of the saddest days of my life. I didn't want to love again. Losing you was so painful.

I remember how you waited for me before going, how we spent the day together, and I remember how I cried when I felt you would be going and when I got word that you had died during the night.

I love you, my baby, my Garpolito. I miss you.

Remembering with love my dearest Boobie (June 18, 1991-July 21, 2005), who died 12 years ago this day

My dearest Boobie,

Everything changed when I lost you, when I had to let you go that terrible day in July 2005. The world dimmed, my life dimmed. I couldn't even listen to music.

I love you, my baby. my Boobisie, my Bhooobie, and I miss you every day of my life.

I believe we shall be together again, and that you, Almond, Vixen, and Garpy will come to fetch me when my time comes.

I love you, my baby.

Remembering with love my dearest Boobie (June 18,1991-July 21, 2005) today, the anniversary of his birth

Happy birthday, my baby Boobie, my Boobs, my Bhooooobie.

My life changed when you came into it. Who can forget the first time I held you, when you chewed on a button of my shirt? Or that evening when I came home and you were standing behind Mama and looking at me? I fell in love.

I miss you. my baby. I love you, and I will love you always. Hopefully, we will be together again.

Remembering my most lovely Mondy (Dec. 16,1994-June 2 ,2007) today, the anniversary of the day she left us

My dearest Mondy, my Alimondmon, my Come Baby.

I miss you every day. I see a lot of you in Red, the way she follows me around the way you used to, how she demands to be carried. But you are you and she is she, and I miss you so much. I miss your sleeping on my lap. I miss your antics. I so wanted you with me that, what the hell, who cares if I didn't into law school? Remember that silent deal I made? If I didn't get into law school that year (1995), I get you?

I got the winner. I got you.

A little more than 12 wonderful years with a wonderful baby.

I love you, my baby, my Come Baby.

I will miss you always, until we're together again.

Lovingly remembering Prudence (April 2, 1999-January 13, 2006) today, the anniversary of her birth

Happy birthday, Pru-pru.

We should have had you longer. You gave us so much joy. Thank you for those years you were with us. For those times you would escape the store and go up to my parents' room and lick their faces.

I love you, dearest Pru-pru. We shall be together again someday.

In loving memory of Five (February 8, 1998-September 30, 2012) on the anniversary of his birth

Happy birthday, Five.

The strongest of them all, and yet so beautiful.

We miss you so much. You were so much a part of the store and our lives. You were mistreated by those fucks, but you remained beautiful.

We remember you today, as we remember you always.

Happy birthday, Five.

We love you always.

Lovingly remembering Prudence (April 2, 1999-January 13, 2006) today, the anniversary of her death

My dearest Pru,

I fell again today, perhaps to remind me that today is your death anniversary. You gave so much joy to me and my parents, the latter who wanted you so much.

We always loved you, Pru, and we always will. Mommy and Daddy are gone now, and perhaps you are together, in all the funny ways back then.

I love you, Pru. Death doesn't change that.