Remembering with love my dearest Vixen (Sept. 1, 1998-Dec.20, 2011) today, the anniversary of her birth

My dearest Vixen, Hun-hun, Sen-sen,

Happy birthday.

I don't know where you are now, as I don't believe in an afterlife. One thing I do know: you are in my heart. Not a day goes by when I do not think about you, my lovely Sen-sen.

I miss you so much. One day my ashes will be scattered where you are buried.

I love you, my dearest baby. You were with me your entire life. I miss you. If fate is kind, we shall be together again one day.

Remembering Wolfie (2003?-Aug. 22, 2015), who died a year and a day ago

Dear Wolfie,

I'm sorry I forgot your anniversary. Maybe that's why I felt bad last night. 

And I'm sorry I couldn't have given you a better life. For the most part it was up to Mommy.

However, those last years were good, weren't they? The petting, the times you could run around, the food that wasn't slop.

Be in peace, dear Wolfie. My apologies again, and my love.

Remembering with love my dearest Garpy (Dec. 29, 1982-Aug. 10, 199), today, the anniversary of his death

My dearest Garpy,

When you left, it was one of the saddest days of my life. I didn't want to love again. Losing you was so painful.

I remember how you waited for me before going, how we spent the day together, and I remember how I cried when I felt you would be going and when I got word that you had died during the night.

I love you, my baby, my Garpolito. I miss you.

Remembering with love my dearest Boobie (June 18, 1991-July 21, 2005), who died 12 years ago this day

My dearest Boobie,

Everything changed when I lost you, when I had to let you go that terrible day in July 2005. The world dimmed, my life dimmed. I couldn't even listen to music.

I love you, my baby. my Boobisie, my Bhooobie, and I miss you every day of my life.

I believe we shall be together again, and that you, Almond, Vixen, and Garpy will come to fetch me when my time comes.

I love you, my baby.

Remembering with love my dearest Boobie (June 18,1991-July 21, 2005) today, the anniversary of his birth

Happy birthday, my baby Boobie, my Boobs, my Bhooooobie.

My life changed when you came into it. Who can forget the first time I held you, when you chewed on a button of my shirt? Or that evening when I came home and you were standing behind Mama and looking at me? I fell in love.

I miss you. my baby. I love you, and I will love you always. Hopefully, we will be together again.